My child and 100 steps dads

I thought it's important to come back to writing as soon as I could because I was losing sanity due to these never ending chores of life. I mean I was so happy I had started my blog months back I made a promise I will pull a publicity campaign that will have readers clicking away on my blogg to comment on my so called interesting writables. Huh...trust me on that. A million things have happened since my last blog post. I have read so much, seen enough and lived through it all I should admit and I have this to begin with...

My child and 100 step dads. Yes...I know what you are thinking. 100 step dads, what on earth is that?
Well it all started when I realised that I joke more often than not when ever I went out with friends I usually bragged about meeting my future ex-girlfriend where ever we were going. Not realising that the casual statement had more life than the Zimbabwean government wish it could ever have. I am single today and I owe it to no one but my self.

I have since realised from my last proper relationship there are too many things that seem not to permit natural, mutual so called real relationships. When you are involved with someone you have no idea whats going on out side. When you then come out if thats the word, you then realise that things have long changed. Dating has since siezed to exist if its still does the dating curve is so short you might actually never remember your first kiss or like many you first kisses.

One thing I will teach my child if by fate I must have one is to learn and understand that life is ruthless, emotion filled nonsense that drives you to the core of your sanity wrinkled in books, violence,sex and finally death prosperity goes through all but stays in non. This is why man without divine belief have everything but them selves in short are vain. Right, enough about theologies and anthropologies back to my child. Because of the real mutual crisis that has eaten up mankind I have prepared my self for the worst when it comes to parenting because I have since realised one can never be good enough to stay in your life or the opposite. This world is stewing up more mutual confusion divorce is now a thing of the past. Its not about how long you stay in a marriage but how many you almost went in and how many you are trying to stay out of.

Which then gets to my child's 100 step dads issue. How many ex-girlfriends I have has become a reality of how many step-fathers my child might have today. I keep landing a role were I play the father, boyfriend, sex slave e.t.c in most of the women or should I say girls I date. I am not so sure if I have such a horrible choice when it comes to women or really I need to changes my policies (which are accepting the fact that women now can drink as much as we do, stay out all night, go home usually after midnight, can go partying six days a week coz on the seventh she will be nursing a hangover, have more male friends than the whole Facebook and My Space put together and they know all their phone numbers by head, and are willing to engage in all life endangering things their fathers and mothers never dreamt of doing coz they fear life span in now too short, and when it comes to sex are willing to fuck you numb coz they want to feel liberated as the doer than the done on) which I know dont work all the time but relationships have become really complicated such that its not about if we break, its when we break up.

And this I believe is going to my divorce issue I mentioned earlier that if most relationships have stories like this at dating stages what will change them as they mature. I think it will most definately crack into the matrimonial tree and decay love will if at all it still exists but my fear is if oil is feared to be finishing threatening the world to a possible stand still as we know everything needs fossil fuel we might as well start looking for the "Green Earth solution" that looks at what ever is going wrong with relationships because if we dont "yes my child is heading for a 100 step dads.

Catch you on the next one.

H